Freedom!!!

Every little drop drenched me from head to toe,
As the sky broke on me like an all time foe,
With nothing above me I stood there helpless,
You not around, but a Strange sense of freedom had set in,
your voice still in my head, could hear every sound.
A long rattling had set in my head, Unable to recognize,
lost in some delusion, unbearable was the pain,
Identity, is what I was looking for?
Your face all around, but not a bit of mine for sure.
As the smoke from the pot filled my empty brain,
A sense of euphoria had set in and I stopped to blame,
The unseen shackles broke loose
As I screamed to get noticed, not your shadow, for sure
The every notes my guitar screeched,
The love song gone bad, but who cares? Not me!!!
As I touched my heart, blood spilled all over,
By the door way, I looked through the window longing for a shower.
All the pain begins to feel like pleasure
With no more tears to make a sea in desert,
Every memory like a pinch of salt on my wound
But I can't help it ended up saying thank you,
I am just a fool always having my heart set on you,
Till the time you started changing the rules,
But I kept on chasing the sole of your shoes,
Because I am a fool, had set my life and moments only for you,
I leave again because I was waiting in vain,
If I say my heart is sore, sounds like a cheap metaphor,
So I won't repeat, will set out once more.
Searching for love as I can't take this pain any more.